And so it begins

Yes, I'm starting a new blog after some inspiration.  I've decided that it is time to get my weight under control again.  About 8 or 9 years ago, I joined WW, and had some great results.  I lost about 35 pounds and was really happy.  Then I met my husband, got married, and of course, gained a few pounds.  Then I started fertility treatments.  The fertility treatments, along with my tendency to stress eat, packed on a good 15+ pounds.  Then, I got pregnant (twice) and with both pregnancies, gained about 25 pounds (which I thought was pretty good considering).  After my William, I lost all but about 5 pounds, and after Mikey, I again lost all but 5  Then, came just regular life.  Busy, fast food, and more stress.  I am now only 12 measly pounds away from gaining all that I took off when I was doing WW.  I'm 203.7.  I disgust myself and no longer want to be this weight.  So, I am seriously going to try to lose.  My first goal is to lose 15 pounds.  Yes, that is my first mini-goal.  15 pounds.  I figure 15 pounds would put me almost to where I was before I started my fertility treatments.  It is going to be a lot harder to lose this time around, because last time it was only me.  No husband and no kids.  I could do whatever I wanted after work and didn't have to worry about cooking meals for more than 1 person.  When I lost the weight before, I lived off TV dinners.  I guess we will see how things go, but I am really going to try hard this time.  I'm not sure how I am going to fit in working out, but I will have to add exercise at some point if I really truly want to lose weight.  My real goal is 170.  I hope to get there by the end of the school year.