Boy are the weekends tough. If I blow it, it is always the weekend. How can I be perfectly content to not snack and just eat my minimal lunch I bring to work during the week, when on the weekend all I want to do is eat? I tell you why- I'm bored. Well, not bored really, but I'm not as busy as when I am at school. Plus, I don't have any food around at school. If we do have food at school, I can usually resist. I was proud of myself that I did skip the cake that was there last week. So, how do I get myself to get through the weekend without gaining weight and going over my calories? Who the hell knows!!!! I sure wish I could answer that question. I did have a pretty good week this week. When I weighed for our FACT club at school, I was done a pound and a half - which was great because I had been the same weight 3 weeks in a row. I'm currently in 2nd place in the weight loss contest (which shows how awful we have all been doing). I really hope I can get past this weekend and have another good week. I have to tell you though, I am getting tired of trying to be good and the guilt I feel when I'm not. It is very exhausting! I want to do well, but sometimes my emotions get the best of me and I eat. I've been craving bad things that I would have eaten before. Foods like - McDonalds and just sweets in general.
Goal for this week: Not to go nuts on Valentine's Day. As a teacher, I always get candy from students - and eat it! I have to say that it is a weakness for me. So, my goal is to skip the candy this Valentine's Day!
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